Anything good that comes to me ends up getting hurt / damage by me. Not all damaged things can be salvaged.
Just what am i doing? What the hell is wrong with me?
Is it better to feel nothing at all?
There was this moment where all i want to do is back to being cold and emotionless.
Sometimes when you try to convince others many times, you end up convincing yourself as well and you just don’t know whether is it ok or is it not ok at all.