Woke up from the sound of furious thunder before sunrise, it is not fun to be hiding under the blanket scared and flinching when the thunder boomed unexpectedly.
yes, i am still intimidated by thunder after all these years.
In the past i used to have Granny to turn to when we were still roommates , crawling into her bed or sticking close to her like a puppy where-ever she goes around the house when there’s loud thunder.
And when Granny moved out, home alone on thundery days is a failed bravery test for me.
I’d flinched, jumped and scurry to some corner in my bed and hide under the blanket.
Each fucking thundery time.
And if it happens on a bad day, i’d end up crying under the blanket with the thunder booming and ended up taking a long nap before my mom comes home from work.
I couldn’t help but feel vulnerable when it’s showering with thunder and i am home alone. Nostalgic and sad.
But well, there hasn’t been any home alone on thundery days so far recently. So yeah, i am glad.
Have a long list of books to read when exams are over. I can’t wait to indulge myself in the world of books, i am like a patient in a book rehab centre 😥. My kindle is dusty, need to give it some love.
- Resume my gym visits with Sachi
- Continue to self-learn japanese level 2
- Resume watching my American dramas that i have shelved in the cold for months
- Sleep without setting alarm for a week
- Spend time with my grandparents
- Get myself out of the emotional shithole and not fall back in anymore
So many things i wanna do, but it all have to wait until exams are over.
Oh, and not to mention. Captain America Civil War , i hope i can resist and not watch until exams are over.
- Catch up on a few decent good movies which i have missed
23 days to the last paper. Keep going, keep holding on.