i really hate this feeling, everything feels quite depressing right now.
this overwhelming sadness is causing my heart to ache. that unhappy feeling stuck in the back of my throat.
the tears that are forming threatening to spill. i hate this . i hate it. the lights in the tunnel went off.
i know i need to get myself together , but tonight i want to be swimming in this gloomy space.
down in the dumps, there’s completely no shield around me in this moment.
the vulnerability is almost crystal clear. chaos.
Demons can’t drown , they can swim .