when one has depression and anxiety disorder and ends up catching flu, cough, sorethroat & fever a day before the start of uni prelims, it’s terrible.
It’s a definite fail for tomorrow’s soci paper, i can’t absorb what i am revising and i spend more time coughing and blowing my nose than revising.
This sucks completely. I feel so exhausted. I sound like a whiny baby, i know out there, there are people who are suffering worse than me.
It’s just bad for me because of all days i have to fall sick during prelims period when i already carefully delibrately avoided heaty food throughout the week.
sighhhh. BUT , i was caught by surprise while mugging sickly. Sachi travelled all the way and surprise me with an exam welfare pack and a floral bouquet. 💙
Sweet of her, happy and touched. Forever spoiling me with surprises and all, i can’t wait for her to receive hers this Wednesday & my long thesis-like letter that has been posted out to her since Tuesday.
Comforting and of course those friends who texted me wishing me luck for my prelims too!
Even a new waitress at my usual study place noticed me mugging for hours wished me luck after asking if i visit often, that’s so sweet and her name’s Vanessa. Hope to see her around the next few days, it’d be nice 🙂
& a lady who had poor vision couldn’t catch what bus arriving at the bus-stop, i went up to her and ask what bus she was waiting told her every bus number that arrived.
I feel good and useful today despite being sick and whiny.
Meanwhile, Granny’s here. I know i will cave in to those emotions very very soon.
Absence makes the heart grows fonder, it makes mine goes wilder instead and unlocking emotions i hadn’t felt in a long time. First phone call x racing feeling.