Maybe because it’s not worse enough to kill you…yet.
Second post for the day….
No crying episode tonight that’s for sure because i am physically exhausted plus my eyes are really tired. i jolt awake at 4+ am this morning and because i toss and turned afterwards, i forced myself to camp in the living room and sleep instead.
But of course i didn’t sleep well on the sofa, i woke up with a backache and all.
I am starting to believe things will get better for me in time. I need to keep that belief in my mind for the sake of my family who are concern of mental health especially.
I could feel their love and concern even from my close friends. That’s good enough.
On a side note, despite feeling a little stress over my academic revision & piano exam, i had a genuinely happy peaceful day today which is quite rare…..
And i know it’s thanks to someone in particular strange enough…..