i wouldn’t expect him to not get angry, neither would i expect him to understand what’s going through my mind.
It’s selfish of me to ask for a pause out of the blue and i am not regretting. It’s a misstep to even get into a relationship that within the second month, we get thrown into a LDR situation.
Sure, we knew what was going to be install for us before we started, i too, thought we will be fine.
I knew what i wanted back then, i knew.
I thought we can make it through the months, or so i thought.
But we didn’t have the connection, the chemistry, or whatever scientific word to describe the dynamics between a couple.
It just didn’t felt right, that we were more like two old friends keeping in touch.
It didn’t click .
My feelings for him isn’t a lie , i like him very much and i care for him a lot. But i believe we lack the time to understand one another enough before getting in a relationship.
This pause, it could be temporary, it could become a permanent break.
Either way, he’s too angry to even speak to me, and i can totally understand.
Differences, we have too many. And i didn’t want to continue to feel unhappy.
There’s a lot to think about , and a pause is what i feel, necessary.